Lost

I’m no better than a used car
Whose tires are running flat

With one of the headlights busted
And a shattered window

And all I can hear
Is the squeaking sound of my brakes

My headlights flashing
And the loud noise of cars honking

What am I doing?
Am I crazy?

Have I lost my mind?
When I ran a red light

My thoughts are thousands miles away
While my heart beats fast

And all I can remember
Are the memories of the past

As tears roll down my face
I finally realized

I’m at a crossroad
And I don’t know were I’m heading

Red lights were flashing
And I continued driving

I kept on speeding
And swerving in and out of the lanes

I was running out of gas
And there are no exits in sight

As I step on the brakes
My car kept rolling

In an unfamiliar place
Were strangers are staring

I screamed for help
But no one came

I look at the mirror
And I don’t recognize the person looking back at me

I broke all the rules
And this is where it got me

I've reached a dead end
And there's no turning back

With a broken car and a broken heart
I've lost everything that I have

With no where to go
I stand in the dark

Waiting for someone
To finally give me ride

Questions

Does it matter that I'm here and you're there?
Will it make a difference if you're here or I'm there?

Do I care if people say things about you and me?
Knowing that they're right and what were doing is wrong..

Does it matter if I don't know you that much?
And all it takes is seconds to connect to a person…

Do you think I ask too much of your time?
When all we can do is talk on the phone…

Does it bother me that I'm just one of those girls you've met?
Knowing that there is no future between us…

Did you know that in spite of the odds?
I'm being hopeful, and I'll be waiting for you…

Do you think that I still have doubts about you?
Asking the same questions, over and over again…

Did you even ask yourself why I wanted to be with you?
Knowing that you're not the perfect guy for me…

Do you even think about us?
For what we have and where this "us" is going to...

Will you keep me in your life?
Though I know I'll never be part of it...

Should I stay or should I let you go?
And pretend that we haven't met...

Do I have a choice? Or should I ask for more?
Knowing that I already have you...

No matter what you say or do,
No matter what they think about us…

All that matters to me now, is that your in my life!
It might take days, weeks, months or even years,
Before I finally meet you…

But I'm holding on… for both of us!
Believing in your words and asking these questions…