Confuse

This is just plain madness
When will it end?

I’ve suffered enough
I want it to end!

I’m trying so hard,
Yet is not even enough?

I’m so lost
But I’m hopeful to find my way back!

I want to move on
But you just kept on coming back!

I just need to end it
And not waste more time...

I know it was wrong
And now it's time to make things right!

This isn't fair
I never asked for this...

I might have some options
But I chose to stay

So here I am
Questioning myself?

Saving what's left of me...
Moving Forward!

Final Act

It’s the end, and it finally hit me...
I've hang on for too long, for something that never existed
I've wasted my time holding on, and wishing for more
I've suffered enough, that I can't even feel the pain anymore

it's bitter sweet...
loving someone unconditonally
accepting the fact that i was only an option, and not a choice to choose
knowing that i deserve someone, yet i settled for less

i've done everything i could...
and i end up contradicting myself most of the time
it should have ended a long time ago
but i kept doing the same mistake, over and over

i'm walking away, and i'll never look back...
i'll never have to play the what if's of life
for it ended the way it should be
i'm better off without you

no more tears, and feeling numb inside...
i might have lost a grip on reality
but tomorrow is another day
it's the final act, but it doesn't mean that you'll be the last!

Curious

Am I just curious about you?
Or am I attracted to you?

I know it’s complicated…
Yet I’m still eager to know you more…

It doesn’t make sense!
How I look forward of hearing from you everyday

That my day is not complete
Without seeing you or knowing that you’re there

You’re presence is my absence
And I can’t help but wonder…

I never felt this before!
No one ever made me feel this way…

So, do I really need to know?
Or should I let it go…

A Moment

I pulled away for a reason,
Even though it felt so good holding you close…
I can't read your mind,
So I did what I thought was right

I thought I was dreaming, when you we're holding me in your arms
But there you were, standing right in front of me
I wanted more, but I don't know what your real feelings are
Maybe I had doubts, since I’ve been here before

I kept playing that moment, and not wanting it to end
I could have asked for more, but can you give me as much?
I can only wish, but I’ll be wishing for a miracle
To hope is not accepting the fate that we have, knowing that there is no chance!

I closed my eyes, and I can feel the warmth of your caress
I can hear the beat of your heart
And I can taste your sweet lips
I look into your eyes and I don’t want to let go!

It might be wrong, but it felt so right…
We met at the crossroad and I need to decide
No matter which way I turn, what matters, is that I found you!
What’s next is a question? I don’t really want to know the answer…

I can easily walk away, and lie about how I feel
But I rather be true, and take it from here
I've got nothing to lose, when we're not even trying
I never felt this way before and that's for sure...